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I cant write
I don't know why
I guess to many thoughts
Are going through my head

Some are sad
Other depressing
Most of them would scare
So i don't dare

I don't dare tell you
What i really fell
I don't dare to let you in
On how i feel

My feelings are in me
Some where deep down
Just blocked by
Old feelings and even older memories

Some i cant bare
Some i wish i could live without
Other are just there
Causing self doubt

Look into my eyes
And see I'm just a lie
Look deeper into them
And see the real me

The one that needs to cover up
With being mean
The one that is to scared
To show its self, even to me

I rather be dead
Then for anyone to see
That the real person inside of me
Isn't the real me

The person no one knows
The person that isn't me
The little girl hidden
Deep down inside of me

The one with out a dad
The one with out a brother
Or a sister or a friend

The one no one liked
Or even wanted to
That person
Couldn't be me

I have my friends
I have a dad
A have a million of friends
And i have a brother to

But deep down
Looking deeper to my soul
That you could finally see
That the little girl is really me

I lost my dad,
My brother,
And my step sis
And all my friends are fake

I live a lie
Try to cover up
The cold hard stare in my eyes
Are just the little girl
Trying to survive

Submitted By timeless

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