By Felicia

Your sick to your stomache your heart is breaking.
You shouldn't have done it you should have kept waiting.
Why'd you do it you knew it was wrong?
He was there a minute ago and now he's gone.
He's not coming back there's nothing you can do.
You wonder if he even knows or cares how much he meant to you.
You wish you could tell someone but you don't know how.
Your afraid of being judged because you secret got around.
So now all you do is cry while your sitting in your room.
Staying up night after night asking God to forgive you.
You need to get him off your mind but you can't think straight.
All this pain and fear inside is making your head ache.He had always said he loved you but you think that was all a lie,
And all you wanna do now is go lay down and die.
Well don't do that you tell yourself you just got to keep going.
So you sit down and write a poem to whom no one you wanna be showing.
You friends wont understand you say, they will all just let you go.
They might even call you names like a cunt, a skank, And a ho.
Well you need them there so badly that you just keep up the lie.
Soon you to start to believe after some months go by.
Now theres another in your life and every thing is going good.
Then one day you decide to tell a friend although your not sure if you should.
Then one friend turns into two and two turns into three,
And now not so slowly it seems like they all start to leave.
Now you feel all alone as you feared you would,
and all you want in life is for them to forgive you.
You won't do it again you try to say, but all they do is turn their backs and look the other way.
So you turn to other people and they say it will be OK.
As long as you stay with God you will have better days.

Submitted By butterfly

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